The Meet-up (part 4)

Don't you dare cry, keep it together....

What have I done...again?
I said I wasn't going to do this anymore.
I wasn't going to settle for anyone else's man.
How could I do this to her? How could I do this me?

I get up and go to the bathroom and turn the faucet on...again.
I slump over the sink; there's nothing I can say.
I can't even look in the mirror.
I glance up as I wash my hands and see me mouthing the words, "dumb-ass bitch."

I open the door and he's sitting on the bed's edge looking out at the ocean. I sit beside him, he puts an arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder. He reaches around and grabs the sheets to cover us as the breezes blow into the room.

Neither of us says anything, there is nothing to say. We promised each other we wouldn't do this, we would be friends, meeting for drinks & dinner...we were weak. All of a sudden I jumped and let out a small yelp as the fireworks began over the water...we giggled. We sat there through the entire display, not saying anything. I turned my mind off. I didn't wanna think; I only wanted to be there, in the moment with him.

When the show ends, he lifts my chin and begins kissing me so sweetly, so gently. I begin to pull away and he pulls me closer. I want to stop, really...I can't. We slowly lay down and continue to kiss. He is caressing me, touching me everywhere he can reach, my back, my hair, my neck, my ass, my hips, my legs. I'm running my fingers through his dreads and over his shoulders.

We separate to get more comfortable and I take the opportunity to put him on his back. I scoot down to his dick and begin sucking it as if my life depends on it. I begin by going up & down the shaft, taking it deep into my throat before he becomes fully erect. As he grows, I begin swirling my tongue around his head. This gets a good reaction, so I keep it up. He is moaning, digging his heels into the sheets, beating the bed with his fists and moving his head side-to-side. He is in ecstasy.

After several minutes, he grabs a handful of my hair and pulls me up to him. He begins kissing me hard...if we had passion in the beginning, we are in full-on lust. He rolls over, gets on his knees, pulls my legs on his shoulders and begins fucking me, his dick in my pussy and his middle finger in my ass. It is nasty and it is excellent. His dick fills me as it hadn't our first time and his finger explores my anus in a frenetic and exciting way.

There is nothing quiet this time.
Him: So, you like it like this
Me: Yeah baby, hmmmm that's exactly how I like it
Him: Tell me how much you like this dick
Me: Yeah baby, this is how I like being fucked. This is how I want you to fuck me, hard, strong, dirty. Don't stop, it feels so good, you feel so good to me
I'm resolute, I won't orgasm...we'll do it together, even if it kills me.
Me: Ohhh, fuck me baby, yes, yes...you feel so good to me...no matter what I do or say, do not stop
Him: Neva baby, neva baby

He is fucking for a gold medal...I can't believe his energy, sweat is pouring off him...I'm amazed and happy as hell. I'm gettin' close, not...sure...how much...longer I...can hold onnnnnnnnnnnnn

What the fuck!!!! He yanks his dick out, damn near ripping me in half...oh, he's cumming...all over my stomach. Its like a switch flipped, he gently lays my legs down, then he goes to the bathroom and returns with a warm washcloth that he uses to wipe the spunk off me.

As I'm laying there waiting for him to return, my own switch flips. I cover myself with some sheet and try not to think, but my mind is racing...what, how, when, are you, will I, where, etc. This is not good for the hometeam Shannon.
You know "they" always find out.
Shit, what have I done...I had some darn good sex is what I did.
Don't be a smart- ass bitch, it isn't becoming.
What am I supposed to do? The deed is done now; its not like I can take it back. You know I don't believe in regrets.
Don't worry, I'll get you outta this mess, just like I have all the other times.
Fuck you! I don't want outta this...I wanna be with him...I wanna love him forever.
Are you crazy, have you lost your ever-loving mind. He ain't gonna leave his wife...his life in Denver. Shannon, get a fuckin' grip.
I don't wanna...I can't go through this again.
This is your fault, I told you not to meet strangers online. I told you to be patient, but noooo, you had to do things on your own.

I'm so engrossed in my own head that I don't notice him gettin' in bed until he's next to me under the covers. I look at him and roll my eyes...he smiles back.

Shit, I'll do it, obviously you're incapable of being the adult.
"So, when do you have to leave?"

"I don't, that's what I wanted to talk to you about yesterday."

"Huh?????"