With every fiber of my being, I want him.
I want to touch him, hold him, kiss him,
I promised myself I wouldn't get in the position again.
I promised myself I wouldn't open myself up to another unavailable man.
I promised myself I wouldn't do this to another woman...again.
And yet, here I am...again.
He says they're separated.
He says they're getting a divorce.
He says he doesn't want to be an asshole and wants me to be a good woman.
I want to believe him.
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!He has become part of my love life and we've only kissed.
When Charles and I were fucking last night...he was on top me, taking care of business, getting it done like I like and then Mike popped into my head. What the hell?!?!
I like Charles; he's available and is into me. Why can't I be more into him? He and I are sexually compatible, even if I can't stand the way he kisses. He has the smallest tongue on the face of the fuckin' earth. And he has moobs...what the hell? I could understand if he was the Nutty Professor's size, but Charles is only carrying a little extra weight. His dick is a decent size and he knows how to use it well enough.
Why can't I be more into him?????
Charles works hard to please me. He's paid attention, learned me and knows what I like. He know what positions I like and respects my safe word. He doesn't leave marks when he spanks me and he chokes me enough to enjoy. He knows how to nibble my nips without hurting me and eats my pussy with precision, getting me off and moving on without lingering. He takes his time when fucking me up the ass, so it's wonderful for both of us. He calls out my name and says the right things to add to the experience.
When we go to the house parties, he lets me pick the women to join us and when I see another man I want, Charles makes the introductions. He enjoys watching me fuck and suck other people as much as I enjoy doing it. When he's with another woman, he wants me to be a part of it. He enjoys being the submissive and takes everything I dish out. We've enjoyed some of the most open and interesting sexual experiences of my life and it's been great.
And I want Mike. I've started fantasizing about him while Charles and I are together. I'm petrified I'll accidentally call out "Mike." What am I going to do?
Maybe I should take a break...from men, sex and orgasms.
Hahahaha!
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